Bella Swan: The absence of him is everywhere I look. It is like a big hole has been punched through my chest.
Bella Swan: Dear Alice, I wish I had your real address. I wish I could tell you about Jake. He makes me feel better. I mean, he makes me feel alive. The hole in my chest... Well, when I'm with Jake it's like it's almost healed for a while. But even Jake can't keep the dreams away.